The lead character of Prempinda

There are three main characters we can see in Prempinda drama written by Balkrishna Sama and movie directed by Yadav Kharel- Sabita, Adbil and Nakul. Few more comes like Keshari, Kamala and the wife of Adbil. Adbil is General of the Army. He is wealthy and wants to celebrate his life in colorful way. Everything is going fine until the entrance of the Nauli into Adbil's palace. Nauli turns into Sabita. This name is given by Adbil himself.

 

Keshari prepares Sabita for Adbil. She looks so beautiful in new avatar that Adbil becomes mad on her and gradually falls in love with her but Sabita already falls in love with Nakul, one of the servants in Adbil's palace. This is not triangular love story between Adbil, Sabita and Nakul.

When Adbil knows affair between Nakul and Sabita, he sends Nakul to Ridi where a servant is there taking care of Adbil's property. Nakul goes to Ridi but Sabita's love to Nakul does not lessen but strengthens more. Adbil has not been able to own Sabita's heart but he tries his best offering golds and jewelleries. Though it's started just from physical attraction, Adbil really starts loving her. He can not do anything with Sabita what he does with other girls no matter how much powerful he is. He does not care about self-esteem he just falls in love with her. Finally he kneels down to Sabita and bids adieu to her.

Here in Ridi, Nakul gets Malaria and becomes seriously ill. He was waiting for his love, Sabita. Sabita finally comes to him and he leaves this earth with last glimpse of Sabita. Sabita also dies jumping into Kaligandagi River along with Nakul's dead body.

This drama turned movie is tragic story but this story rounds around Sabita. Everybody is after her. All the characters are made for Sabita not for Adbil. Every character makes Sabita character stronger and makes her lead character of this drama. Both Nakul and Adbil are main supportive characters to Sabita character. They are dedicated to her. Adbil madly loves her and Nakul naturally loves her. Adbil could have treated Sabita like every other girls but he cannot do it because he really loves her otherwise he would not have been ready to dedicate all his properties to her. He becomes ready to be Sabita's servants if she accepts his love. This was true love of Adbil on her but her true love is Nakul. Though these characters are dedicated to the one they love but they cannot get their love- this is really worse but stronger part of this drama.

 When true love sets into soul, power and prosperity cannot do anything. Man can abandon all the power and prosperity he has for his true love.

Nir shah carries his character so beautifully that Nir Shah is the only one who can justify the Adbil character. Though Sabita Character is strongest among but Sony Rauniyar could not fully justify her character especially her dialogue delivery is poor. Saroj Khanal seems natural in Nakul's role.

Somewhere Some Place, from facebook journal

You came into my life just like a soft bouquet of flowers and you disappeared like a quill of bird along with the gush of wind somewhere in the earth.  

We were separated from each other many decades ago with mutual understanding so far we believe but we did not swear that we will speak no more but happened as if we promised to not speak. I never imagined even in my dream that we will have such kind of status. Do you think we have terminated even our platonic relation? Of course not….if you ask me this question. I was ready to give you a company even forever when you were desperate to get a company with someone but you overlooked. This became turning point in my life. It helped me a lot to understand about life and its journey. Thanks buddy….in this sense.

When you moved away, I once asked you to continue relation with friends including me just like we had but you dint take into account. You omitted many of the friends from the lists and especially deleted me who used to be special for you before we broke up. You lost from our blissful samsara. Hopefully you’ve found some divine place that is not accessible to the people like us. If it’s so I will definitely happy for you ‘coz you know that your happiness was/is my happYness-you must have realized it. I know we won’t meet but we may see to each other and moreover we may feel each other. At least I will do for sure. You may regret about our past but I will miss it as the most wonderful moment in my life. Life goes on friend and the past shows the path how we should walk on at present. I wont say it was ugly truth for our the then relation but contrary to that, I have internalized it as a sweet memoir we had together.

People may laugh at us if I mentioned the reason why you left….I also sometimes laugh and feel some tears rolling down my face. You may not think we had a bad company but you wont say good company either but I will say it was divine company even if it was short. Some short moments are so deepened that we wander there forever. I think I am still wandering in that short memory ‘coz it was unforgettable though I tried so much and so many times to forget. I think there must be some divine thing in our relation. The relation is defined subjectively how an individual take it. I took it as a divine one but you might have taken same or just opposite or different…!!! Every time I wake up early in the morning, I see you and try to feel you. This is some kind of madness…a hallucination, hearing or visualizing the thing which is not existed in the surrounding moreover delusion, believing existence which is hundred percent false. I love to have delusion sometimes and get lost over on it. This is how mad people love to get lost in virtual world created by the beautiful accident that they were across with.

High School Chronicle: First Mark in Trigonometry

I was studying in government high school in grade eight. It just came out in my mind that I should join boarding school. I just shared my desire with my mom.  'Daamlo badhna mann lagyo?!' She said, 'you are doing well in government school, so….'  'Well mom, I wanna do more.' I replied immediately. She then readily accepted. Dad also encouraged me to do more. School's principal was asked about my entry in that boarding school. I was ready for entrance test and was waiting in admin office. When principal knew that I was the first boy in government school, he just accepted me in same grade though I was prepared for grade seven. I even needed not appear in the entrance test.

Everybody was looking at me. Some talked to me some were yet to talk. Since I was new, every teacher asked my introduction. All the regular students were in their own flock and I was with my high school friend who also admitted just one month before I did. People did not accept me easily and I adjusted my sit with girls. It was not ease to sit with girls because I was shy and naïve one. But girls readily welcomed me.

Since I was there after 3 months of educational year, all the courses were far from me. All the subjects I was following but trigonometry. It was out of my understanding. Teacher was teaching but I was unable to say I did not understand. Sin, cos, cosec, sec, tan and cot- their formulation, I was not able to get a single idea about. Finally Unit test came. I tried to cram all the formulae before test. I was sweating and getting headache going through those formulae and calculation. I attended trigonometry test, I could not do anything. I could not apply any trigonometric formula since I had not understood how to apply them but I tried to apply some algebraic formula where it was possible otherwise nothing had been attempted. Result! I got zero mark. The teacher asked me what the reason was. I could not say anything. After class, I found some friends who were really weak in this subject. We joined the tuition class of our teacher. After completion of one month tuition class, I appeared in half yearly exam and I performed well in all subjects including trigonometry securing second position in class. Furthermore, I secured hundred percent mark in Trigonometry. Everybody was surprised. Thereafter I quitted the tuition class.

After this exam, people accepted me and welcomed in their community and I needed not to sit with girls. Though it was great relief for me but I really appreciated girls' supportive role during sitting with them.

Dedicated to grade eight classmates of Arjun Boarding High School:

Tamrajung Basnet, Laxmi Gharti, Laila KC, Rama Thapa, Bishnu Basnet, Baburam Panthi, Laxman Bhushal, Narendra Shrestha, Mohan Panthi, Krishna Regmi, Kedar Pandey, Sunil Marasini, Subas Shrestha, Arun Bhushal, Suraj Pandey, Bashanti Gharti and Bhagwati Subedi

Sweet Memoirs from Childhood, part-3

To begin something is difficult and to maintain it is more difficult. We try our best to give the best result of the job accomplished by us. Some beginnings are really innocent. Many of the times, we do mistakes while beginning but if we get proper guidance, we can get rid of the mistakes.

I was staying in mamaghar till 5th year of my life since it was difficult for mom to raise her two sons so I was sent to mamaghar. I had no problem in mamaghar. Everybody used to love me. I was really enjoying the life there though I felt unusual at beginning being far from mom and dear brother.

All my friends started going school. One day mom came to mamaghar and asked me come home for schooling. I joined school back in home. We were given two books- Mahendramala (Nepali) and Ganit (Mathematics). I was so happy getting new books from school. The books were free of cost up to class three.

 

One day our class teacher asked us to write vyanjan varna (consonant letter). We had just started the class and we had no idea how to write. I returned home. I did not tell anything to my parents. Next day, it’s already 9 o’clock but I was not prepared for school. My father asked me why I was not ready for school. I mentioned the problem. He wrote me all the vyanjan varna and I was happy for that. I went to school. I showed the assignment to my teacher. He readily knew that it was not my hand-writing. He asked me, ‘Is it yours?’ I replied, ‘No’ he did not scold me but he softly asked me to write on my own.

Next day, I wrote vyanjan varna with the help of my father and I went to school and showed my class teacher, he was so happy with me and encouraged to write on my own.